Hi wasap people. I'm kinda feeling okay.

But I still envy my sister who's in Boracay right now.
A while ago, they we're trapped in place along with Juddah Paolo.
For the love of heavens, IT WAS JUDDAH PAOLO!!!
This is why I really believe that BORACAY is truly a PARADISE. :)

So anyway, we just finished packing our stuffs for tomorrow's trip. I'm not yet fully prepared for this but I feel better than the past few days. I'm finding it hard to answer when people tell me that they are excited for me. Not to brag or anything but I wish I am feeling the same way as they are. I wish I could quit this wanting-beach-so-bad mode so I can feel also butterflies on my stomach on this trip.

I only have few things on my backpack right now which I will hand carry. I can't think of anything to put on it as of now. Here are the contents of my bag as of now:



I will never ever leave MARC NELSON! Haha I'll bring him anywhere! Gaaad I'm a sick fan. Yuck. Haha

So eto na muna ang laman niya. I was planning to bring my sister's book 1 of Gossip Girl kaso I chose the red one. That was my sister's present during my 17th birthday and I haven't reached more than half so I brought this instead. The other book is Kokology which is a psychological quiz book written by a Japanese psychologist.

If you'll look closely at my make-up kit medyo bulky. Eh ganun e vain ako and I looove putting make-ups xD

And siyempre I have my school I.D. with me. Mahirap na kung mapugutan ako ng ulo.
Haha ulol lang e.

Anyway, we'll be waking up early tomorrow. I haven't visited my dad & lola in the cemetery so I guess that'll be our first itinerary tomorrow. Then go attend mass and then check-in by 1pm. Our flight is actually 1645 but we want to take the seat near the tv para hindi masyado boring. Hello! 15 hours straight flight! Purol pwet namin and super boring. I even asked my cousin to see if their GAME BOY COLOR (yeah the old one) is still working so we can have other entertainment besides watching movie, read mags and listen to mp3 player.

Uhm what can I say pa? Ugh after 1 month na ako makakapag vlog. xD

Oh yes, we're going to San Francisco!!!! YEEE. This really makes me excited! I'm gonna see and take a picture of the popular GOLDEN GATE AND CROOKEDEST STREET. YIPEEE!! Haha actually going there isn't really part of the plan since it'll really cost my aunt (plane ride + hotel = nvmd) kaso napilit ko siya kaninang umaga so un. Hahaha. Yey!

Peekaye and I are super duper planning to meet at Anaheim. As in we exchanged contact numbers na. Haha sana talga super matuloy. :)) My mom even told me that she'll allow me to spend me a night at Peekaye's as long as they'll give me a ride back to our hotel. Yoooon naman. Hahaha. Ewan ko bahala na pagdating dun.

Well I guess this is it. I'll miss you bloggie! Sucks talaga no net. No friendster, no multiply, no deviantART, no facebook, no BLOG! Rarr. Anyway heller 1 month lang kaya! Haha Exagge. basta if there's a chance na makakapagnet ako, magbblog ako kahit 5 words! haha.

I'm currently chatting with my bff right now. You know 1 buwan na walang cheesemax at late night phone session. AWWW.

So till here. SEE YOU SOON :)

ON HIATUS BEYBE.

...for the reason which I don't know.

Sicko.

Okay, I wish when I close then open my eyes it's already Sunday.

My gosh you don't have any idea how much this trip kills me in some ways.

To tell you honestly, I don't feel like pushing thru this trip. I'd rather be spending my quality summer time at the beach, burning my skin up and discover the wonders of this wonderful land of the Philippines has to offer. I want to wear shorts and have the upper piece as my bra. I don't REALLY FEEL LIKE WEARING FULL PANTS & LONG SLEEVES! Those are what I'll wear on my departure. SHEEESH.

And just so you know, I HATE WEARING FULL PANTS!
For the love of! RAR.

I'd rather spend the remaining break vandalizing my skin with henna tattoo and put highlights on my hair. I want to see (as much as possible, MEET!) hunks that are walking half naked along the shore. I want to walk on the sand, bare feet than sitting for 15 freakin hours on a plane! Trying to entertain myself by reading a book, listening to my iPod or by watching a movie. Whatever. Those are for super duper lazy people only. My gaaaaaash.

I want to explore my capabilities and fears! I wish to try kayaking or wakeboarding (I swear! I am in awe whenever I watch people wakeboarding on tv!). I want to take nature-like photos! I want to watch the sunset and sunrise by the beach not by air!

I JUST SO HATE IT when I hear people planning to hit the beach! Has a booked flight going to Bora! Has a scheduled outing with the family at SUBIC! Gonna drive all the way to Pagudpod with friends! Fcuk you people! YOU'RE MAKING ME DROOOOOOL LIKE CRAZY!

And worse part is, they get the chance to see MARC NELSON IN PERSON.

I mean hello? Seeing Marc Nelson in person? Staring at his super hot 6 packs, well maintained arms and freshly shaved face in actual? The F MEN. I WOULD DIE WITH ENVY!

I HAVE THIS HUGE CRUSH ON MARC NELSON AND I CAN'T F-ING REMOVE HIS SPELL ON ME! MY GOOOSH SAVE ME PLEASE!

Taena bukas may flight si Ate papuntang Kalibo para mag Bora. WOOOOT shit.

SHIT PLEASE MAG SUNDAY KA NA SO I CAN GET RID OF THIS FEELING AND REMOVE MY DOUBTS ABOUT PURSUING THIS TRIP.



FOR SHORT, JUST BRING ME TO A BEACH AND I'LL SHUT UP AND STOP ACTING LIKE A BRAT!
kahit overnight lang masaya na talaga ako. Swear.


Okay, time to go back and pack my stuffs.
bitchbitchbitch.



*laslas mode*

Shit taglish muna ha. Mamimiss ko din ito.

Okay, super laftrip ng mga tao these days. Lalo ngayon na lumalapit na yung trip ko. Nagsasabi na sila ng mga pabilin nila at super nakakatawa. Siyemre hindi mawawala ang undying chocolates(signature na ata ito ng every Filipino balikbayan at tourist kapag umaalis. Kahit ata sa Africa ang punta ganun pa rin ang pabilin e!), tees, gadgets at marami pang iba. Pero may iba talaga yung hirit nakaka--hindi kapanipaniwalaang maiuuwi ko sa kanila. Gusto nila ako mag-uwi ng KANO! Hahaha mga desperadong singles! Kidding. Alam ko naman joke yung pero nakakatawa lang :)


Nakakatouch din yung ibang tao. Besides sa mga pabilin nila, they're asking me to take care and enjoy the whole trip. I know for a fact na hindi nila ginawa yun to get a prize in return. Kasi haller unbelievable ang gusto nilang mag-uwi ng kano! Hahaha pero nakakatouch lang. Meron din nagrreto ng mga places na dapat puntahan and what to do. Actually, we don't have flat plans once we reached the States. Yung tipong 1st week ng May pupunta kami sa ganito, gagawin namin yan. Pero one thing for sure, ang first week of arrival namin will be spent in Las Vegas. Dun ang home base namin. Saka jetlag days yun so dapat dun muna kami.

Anyway, the past few days had been fun lalo last week. Wala ako sa mood magpost and magkwento kasi bukod sa tinatamad ako e meron akong sakit sa pag-iisip na ewan ko. Basta hindi siya yung tipong baliw ako basta. Lechhhh. Tignan niyo nga nagtatagalog ako e haha.

At dahil ngayon tinatamad pa akong magkwento, magpost nalang ako pictures okay? Mmkay!

Thursday, April 17
Tipar-slash-Jor's bday celeb!










Kuletz get-together.






till next time :)

1. may lumapit sayo at nagpa-autograph?
Haha edi go. Sign bakit hindi?

2. bigla kang hinalikan ng close/best
friend mong opposite sex?
Gago anong tanong to.. YAAK

3. binigyan ka ng nanay mo ng 100pesos
at sinabing umalis ka na at mabuhay
ka na mag-isa?
Bakit P100 lang? Hahaha. Ulul hindi gagawin ng nanay ko yan.

4..pinuntahan ka ng love mo sa bahay
mo?
So anong gusto mong gawin ko?

5. dinare kang magyosi?
Haha game?

6. nalaman mong 1 month ka nalang
pwedeng mabuhay?
Mag confession ako pagkatapos magpapatipar ako ng isang linggo.

7. binackstab ka ng kaibigan mo?
"You know you love me" -Gossip Girl

8. inalok ka ng GMA7 para sa isang
commercial?
Uuuy SURE ba.

9. hinabol ka ng aso?
Eh type niya ako anong magagawa natin! :)

10. natawagan ka ng isang favorite
celebrity mo by accident?
OMG MARC NELSON? OMG OMG OMG. Uhm sabihin ko meet kami? Ulul EB lang yuck!

11. mags-squatter nalang daw kayo ng
pamilya nyo?
Uuuy, ano to MMK?

10. sumemplang ka sa harap ng crush mo?
Maraming beses nang nangyari sa akin yan.

13. nagkagusto ka sa crush ng friend
mo?
Uuuy cheesemax!

ANONG IREREPLY MO PG SINABIHAN KA NG:

1. "bat hanggang ngayon inde ka parin
maka move on?"
Gago lang. Anong tanong to? YUUUCK so emo!

2. "bakit ka ba dikit nang dikit
sakin?"
Ang kinis mo kasi e sarap mong katayin

3. "pwede bang maging tayo?"
Kung si Marc Nelson ka, PWEDENG PWEDE!

4. "naiinggit ako sayo"
Uuuy, saan? Sa sexy bodeh kuur? Yeee.

5. "sana kasi hindi ka nangiiwan diba?"
Eh anong magagawa natin e natatae na ako?!

6. "ang manhid mo.."
Emo mo shit ka

7. "punta tayo sa mall! nuod tayo
sine!"
O sige! Gusto ko local!

8. "mahal na mahal kita. sana tandaan
mo"
FCUK ANG EMO! POOOOTA

Hmmmm. Care to share it with me? Haha.

Things to do:
-Clean up my pc (delete old files, unwanted pictures, etc.)
-................................................

I have exactly a week to fix myself.

Am I physically, mentally, socially and emotionally prepared for this trip?

Let's be Friends by ~scatterherz

"Himala ang aga mong nagising.."


It's past 6am and it very far from my usual hours of waking up which plays around 10:30am-11am. I didn't have enough sleep. I have been up since 5am and I tried to regain my sleep but nothing happened.

I've been thinking a lot things these days. I have so many issues to deal with and I just can't seem to understand why aren't they disappearing. Instead, they constantly adds up, making me more and more feel bad. I should be happy, carefree and enjoying because it's summer break. But the hell with summer break! I'm suffering. I'm not enjoying. I'm hating it.

I don't want to break the glass but silence doesn't make me feel any better.

The thing is between me and my peers. My sisters label me as the social butterfly among them and my cousins. I spend almost all weekends of March and April partying with friends and some weekdays we're also occupied by this. Yes, I have many friends. We hang out, do crazy things, laugh till our hearts desire, reminisce old days, get drunk together...etc. But should I consider these points as marks that they're my real friends? I believe not.

And oh the so overrated POV of many that you can find your real friends during the lowest point of you life or when you're in need? This doesn't work all the time. Believe me, during the wake of my dad, I had lots of classmates who came to visit and grieve with me. At first I was thankful because I felt loved by them and thought of all them we're real. But after few days.. during the stage of my recovery, they added up in the pain and disputed me. And take note, it was started by the person very close to me at that time. Real huh? Suck my ass.

It is not always looking on whether he/she is there during the happiness and grieving point of your life. You should take to consideration if he/she loves and accepts you for being who you are. Telling you straightly your weak and dark points than backbiting you and spreading it to others. After the storm, he/she picks you up and help you to go through the recovery process. Still cares for you after all these. He/she doesn't exchange you with anything above you as a person (Popularity? NUMERO UNO).

I don't claim myself as a real friend but I wish want to be one. I believe that there is no such thing as "Perfect real friend". But for sure I know you, as a person with soul and heart, desires not only friends but real friends.

Have a great weekend everyone.

I am officially enrolled for the 1st term of second year.
But not yet paid hahahahaha.

I got sched already:

Monday

7:45-9:05 POLSCI
9:10-10:30 THEO3
10:40-13:50 Audio Arts
15:30-16:50 Individual Sports

Tuesday

9:10-12:oo Women in Philippine Society
15:30-16:50 Kasaysayan ng Panitikang Pilipino

Wednesdays
9:10-12:00 Introduction to Journalism

Thursdays
9:10-12:oo Introduction to Communication
15:30-16:50 Kasaysayan ng Panitikang Pilipino

Fridays
7:45-9:05 POLSCI
9:10-10:30 THEO3
15:30-16:50 Individual Sports

Saturdays
9:10-12:00 Intercultural Communication

How annoying.
SOOOOOOO ANNOYING!!!
Thank God there is such thing as:
"Schedule Subject to Change"

I hate having Saturday classes.
HATE. HATE. HATE.

Pissed.

YO!

I love yesterday! Super! You know why? I had a gym session and it was great. I sweat a lot! I was really concentrating with what I am doing and at the same time enjoying listening to my pod. Badtrip lang, few minutes before I went to shower, jusko dun dumating yung isang magbabarkadang gwapo. Inis! Just to make things clear, hindi ako mangfflirt (and I never will) mas masaya lang magbanat ng buto at magpawis kapag may gwapo kang kasama :)) Yeeee. Fuck yuck.

So I left Wesgate around 5:30pm. I was texting Julia in confirming for friday's barkada get together. I am so pissed with some people parang walang pakialam. Nakakapikon. Ugh. Well. Kaso my phone's half dead so I had to stop my texting activites (lol). When I arrived at Sucat, bumaba ako sa Shopwise to buy fruits (yes, kinareer ko talaga). Actually FRUIT lang because I'm broke. 1 green apple and 1 pack of quick cook oatmeal. Oatmeal has been part of my everyday food kasi my bowel movement's irregular. Grabe namiss ko tuloy yung first dog ko. :C

So that night I was planning not to have dinner or just ample amount. I got a call from mom telling me if I want to come with them to Duty Free. So I went with them. They heck, you know what? Sayang gym ko because I indulged with 3 pcs chicken and side dishes from Kenny! Rarrr! They had dinner there in DF so ako nakisingit lang. Eto pa, Nagdinner ako sa bahay. WTF di ba?

But still, I love yesterday! Haha!

So anyway for today, I went to SM Sucat (for the love of peter again!) with my cousin and tita for her dental appointment. Marami na akong naipon baon from mom so guess what I got:


a new MOUSE!

I know some of you might think, ay, CD-R King? Cheap. Well, I don't care. I'm not yet working and earning and I bought this with my own money. I love gadgets and I overspend sometimes but those are chosen gadgets. You'll pay P800 bucks for a mouse? HELLO WORLD! These mouse are just the same! I mean, there must some technological explanation about the differences between the two but I'm just an average user so I believe this is enough for me. :-)


On thursday, we'll be having TEEPAR here in my house! YAAAAY! Karakaoke and crazy fun times again with my crazy batchmates! I can't wait! Just like the old times!


I miss you tipar people, big time.

Too bad, not everyone in this picture are coming. BECAUSE THOSE PEOPLE HAVE CHANGED.

Well, change.... is constant, inevitable.

So much drama so I'll shushaaaap.

Oh btw, I have new deviantID! Thanks to my new mouse, I was able to make a new one! :)



Gossip Girl inspired? Naa.



12 days more. xD

-kooks

Here's what I got from my sister's trip to Singapurrrr:


Cutie green shirt from Bossini :D



Lurvely purrcat celphone bling xD



Huge lollipop?



NO! :) It's a mirror at the back! :)


Cocktail ring-watch. Comes with two colors. The other one's aquamarine.


My sister bought that cocktail ring watch for me because I can use it in attending parties :) I love it. Thanks sis. :)

I woke up this morning by the sound of my aunt's snore. I was surprised that she was sleeping beside me. I mean, she should be at lolo's home because she just came from her SG trip. But the reason she slept here in our house is because she had fever on her way home(plane) and she was too restless to walk pa going to my cousin's room and fix somethings. My sister was the first one to be brought home kasi so dito na natulog aunt ko.

My dear cousins were here this afternoon while their parents plus my mom and lolo went to Tondo to visit our relative who died recently. My aunt stayed because of her condition. It was fun having them around. They just played apps in facebook with my sisters. They brought merienda for us which we really enjoyed.



Pansit Bihon and Brownies from Becky's! Yummm



Ate Tonki reading chismis mag



Internet-ing. Net-cafe? HAHA.


Super laftrip kanina. After attending mass, we were planning to have dinner in Santana Grove but Ate Alice had already cooked for us. So we decided to have dessert outside instead. We were all in pressure because we didn't tell mom that we're going out. Basta fun. Nagmamadali kami umalis para hindi kami abutan at hindi matuloy haha :)

Bigla akong tinamad magblog? LOL

TNT

Today, I woke up later than the usual, 11:45am. It was a "force" wake up because our lunch was already served. I was not yet fully awake when I went to the dining table.

Ate: Carisse, gusto mo trip to Busuanga regalo ko sayo?
Me: Huh? Paano yan edi wala na ako debut?
Ate: Hindi, yun tsaka debut.
Me: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Was I still dreaming?

That was effin great. But I'm not expecting for that to happen (neither is my debut xD). After this US trip, destiny will do its work regarding that. I'll leave them all to GOD! :)

Anyway, for the information of everybody. Busuanga is located in Palawan in the southern part of Pinas. It's a great place for those people who enjoys diving yada yada yada. I feel lazy putting descriptions on this. I'll just let you read a small paragraph abt Busuanga from dotpcvc.gov.ph.

Scenic Busuanga Busuanga is the largest in the Calamian group of islands. What makes Busuanga special are the game reserve and wildlife sanctuary, and the wrecks around Coron Bay. Taking an average of day long trips from the town proper, you can savour the sight of twelve wrecks identified in diveable depths. Although diving can be done anytime, visibility and current are best from October to May. Bonus attractions are Coron's limestone cliffs and tiny isolated beach coves along with freshwater lakes, one of which features hot springs and can be accessed by a short climb over limestone pinnacles from the sea. A hidden cavern
with an underwater entrance to the sea can be explored. Pearl farms
are added attractions.

Breathtaking North Cay, Busuanga, Palawan
*photo from www.pioneerexpeditions.com


Oh Peter, BEACH! Can I just dive into my lappy? I'm so f-ing thirsty for beach! xD

Anyhooooe, my best friend was here this afternoon. It was sudden. She had to burn music for his brother's surprise party. It was fun and I'm glad having her around. While waiting for the music to complete downloading, we took pictures using my pc's webcam.















So that's all.
TNT.

kookie

Oooooz. So here I am taking a break from editing Celine's pictures from our whole daaaay photoshoot today!


But first! I want to make kwento about my freaking misadventure fuck no! Stupidity yesterday (thursday).

First, I was proud because I had a great strategy of saving money in going to Alabang from Paranaque. Of course taking tricycles is absolutely NO-NO. That'd cost almost a hundred bucks one-way. So my strategy was riding BF jeepney from Paranaque to Southland and then take another jeep from Southland going to Westgate.

I left the house around 1:30pm thinking that I would prolly arrive Fitness First after 30 minutes. So I took regular fare from our village's trike. I walked from Caltex to Shell because there is the sakayan of BF jeep. So I waited for a few minutes before it left. It was my first time to ride that jeep so I don't have an idea how much is the fee. So to make sure, I paid twenty pesos. My change didn't give back to me right ahead so I had to ask the driver for it. We all know that I have slight problem with my ear. So when I asked manong driver for my change, I hardly understood what he was saying. I was like, ha? Manong? Ano? Siguro 1 minute kami ganun ang taray pa niya. Good thing someone hailed that jeep so YESS!! Narinig ko si manong. He was asking pala how much was my money. So I said twenty and in just a snap, I got my change na. So there.. it took me, I guess, 2o minutes to reach Southland.

South people (esp BF people) is particular that that area is quite dangerous. I mean, may have said that there are a lot of snatchers, beggars, whatever in that place. I used my FF bag so I kept (although it was still obvious. but...but.. SHUDDAP) it so that those people wouldn't think that I'm rich or I have thousands of pesos on my wallet because I absolutely got none! Okay? Haha.

I am not pretty much of a jeepney passenger because I'd rather ride FX - air-con and more comfortable. So I went inside a jeep and gave my payment, "Manong, Westgate po."

Manong replied, iha doon, doon (swishing hands effect pa si manong!) sa kabila.

Mmmkay! So my bad. Sorry manong, but I wished you didn't make me feel that I went to the wrong jeep! Haha. So I went down and saw the next jeep, Pulang Lupa. So I said to myself, "Hmm, sana naman tama na to. Pulang Lupa nasa Muntinlupa na.". So I gave out my payment right away to manong driver and siyempre, blurted "Westgate" and voila! He accepted it. Whew, I finally got myself into the right jeepney!

It took me more than 30 minutes to get in to Westgate! Fuck mehn. Super RAARRR! Traffic, pollution, sun's heat... WAAAAH! And sooooper layo ng Westgate from SOUTHLALALAND!! Rarrrr.

So finally, I arrived Westgate na. I opened my umbrella. (It was fucking hot! 2:30pm mehn!) It was flipping over because the wind was blowing badly till it finally broke down (yeah, wind blew that bad that it wrecked my P35 umbrella from Divi).

I was seeing Fitness First from a distant. Yeee! I was thrilled as I was getting nearer to FF. When I finally get in there, few steps away the door, I saw a man going out from Fitness First. Looking fresh--basta the whole package after having a good gym session. And then I remembered something.. something...


I FUCKIN FORGOT MY MEMBERSHIP CARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I FUCKIN FORGOT MY MEMBERSHIP CARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I FUCKIN FORGOT MY MEMBERSHIP CARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I FUCKIN FORGOT MY MEMBERSHIP CARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


FOR TEH LOVE OF PEEEEEETUH! How could be so stupid?! SHIIIIT! I wanted to jump with so much frustration but the guards might snatch me and put me into the nearby clinic. RARRRR.

So with so much anger, frustration and dissapointment, I hailed a taxi and asked him to take to me Alabang Town Center. Fuck napakawalang kwenta ng pagtitipid! Gah, I just ended up at ATC?! TAEE!! The taxi driver wasn't familiar with Alabang and I was multi-tasking because I was talking to Mom on my cp. I had no plans in telling her that I was in taxi because it would worry her a lot but...she found out. Rarrr. She knew I was multitasking, telling manong the right way.

I paid P50 to the taxi driver even if my bill was only P42.50 (it could have been smaller if I didn't get lost!). I was dropped at Cinemas. I was insanely thirsty and thought of buying Quickly but I still sticked in my diet and looked for something that is natural. So from Cinemas, I walked unto the Activity Center's entrance (at TGIF) and found The Big Chill. I found the prices so crazily expensive so I entered the mall area. I went to Food Choices and found Fruit Magic. The melon smoothie that I bought was still expensive for me but a lot cheaper than The Big Chill.

I had no enough money to shop for myself. So I just window shopped and went from boutiques to another. I was shocked that 50th Avenue is now CLOSED! *insert SOOOPER SAD FACE HERE*

I arrived at the tianggian area and I said to myself that I had to bought at least something to make this malling worthwhile. Actually, I wasn't in bad vibes later on because I knew this happened for some reason that I would know later on. So I roamed and roamed till I found this.



I don't know what this is called but I cost me only P20. I lav etttt!
So after few minutes I decided to go home and texted Celine if she's available to have photoshoot. She replied no and said that she was going to Alex's surprise party. She told me that I was invited but I didn't recived any invitation LOL. So she asked me to come then I told her na I would ask permission first. While walking in the overpass, I thought going home with the same way that I did in going there. Since I really looked hagard and not much prepared for a party, I went home riding the same. Then I asked mom permission telling her that I will be home by 9pm. She allowed me, yay!

So there, Alex's party was fun although there were few of us who went(because it was a surprise!). I arrived 10pm and I didn't tell mom that I took FX going home. I guess she thought I was dropped off by Fred outside our village.

FOR TODAY! It was a super bonding with Celine. We had photoshoot. It was fun and she was a fantastic model! She loooooooked Japanese in some her pics! BWAHAHA.

I'll show you some of my favs:


Japanese-looking Celine


Wind-effect ba. LOL


Fav of all. :P

Then after shoot, she gave me a treat at McDo. Thanks Cel!

*YAWNS*
Sleepy mode on.

Hopefully her pictures will be up at my cgomez accnt in multiply tomorrow.
(if I get them done editing taht soon)

Till tomorrow ;)

Kooks

For dinner, I had crabs plus the undying tandem of bagoong and green mango--which I personally sliced, yee. I was watching Rosalinda via Qtv and I realized, how in the world did I ever liked this soap?

Way back when I was still in my toddler years (and before internet was invented, haha!) I was pretty much engaged with the boob tube maybe because I spent most of my time at home with my yaya. TV was her only way of entertaining herself after the morning's work and me, being still stranger in this world, I would just go along with what I can access with her help. Due to that, I was able to watch the first Mexican Telenovela aired here in the Philippines, La Traidora. I barely remeber the story(because I was 3 years old then, I think) and it was about a filthy rich woman who ended up in jail (I guess, the title gives you a clue on what prolly the cause, heehee). I remember my sisters teasing me because they saw me watching it. Of course, being the first imported soap here in the Philippines, we found it strange that the way characters move their mouth was different from what word you expected to come out. People were hooked up (including myself, haha!) and this made Mexican Telenovelas a phenomenon.

I was still a child and not much a critique like now when these phenomenon had started. I got so hooked up with more and more Mexican Telenovelas such as Marimar, Rosalinda (I really fell in love with Thalia's gorgeousness! This telenovela was the real HIT here in the Philippines), Paloma(remember the soooper buff guy with very loooooooong curly hair?), Betty La Fea, (who couldn't forget that?!) Alicia (similar story with Betty!), Luz Clarita (yeah, the kid) and etc. For short, these telenovelas had been part of my life as I grew up... and I realized that just now. Yes, now while writing this entry. Haha.

So anyway, I didn't recognize back then the way they act and the flow of the story. They were a bit exaggerated in some ways but remain realistic. I believe these made the people (especially the always-troubled-Filipinos-who-still manage-to-smile, including me!) glued their interest on these telenovelas because they can relate to it and they feel for the character.

I just realized this upon watching Rosalinda a while ago and I guess, this exaggeration has been a signature form of Mexican Telenovela. I have also noticed that these telenovelas--from the poster and the telenovelas perse, you can easily distiguish that it is Mexican or from South America. I think it's their way of promoting their country and how proud are they to be part of that race.

Hmmkay, enough of the telenovelas! Haha! I felt like I made an essay paper out of nothing. Haha cool.

I had 3 crabs today. Two for lunch and one for dinner. Ayaw ko ba ng crabs?! I have been eating crabs since monday and these crabs are my sister's pasalubong from her getaway in Quezon. She just bought 4 kilos so... I indulged. Heehee. But I should not because according to my dentist, seafood triggers the pain being brought by my wisdom tooth. So.. I should start to get rid of it NOW! HAHAHA.

NO WAY! LOOK AT THIS:

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One of the reasons why I am excited for this US trip is that we'll be flying via PAL--which means I get to use the new terminal! But the suck part is, our arrival time from LV to Manila is 4:40AM!!! Anakng. I dunnnn liek! Siyempre, I want to feel when I arrive na I have arrived! Yes! BUT NO! 4:40 am? May tao ba nun?! I'll be missing the Manila pollution for sure so I want it to be the first to welcome me when I arrive home. :C

So anyway after so so so many weeks, I was able to get in-touch with Peekaye who's been in States since last March. We talked and we stalked! Hahaha. We also discussed that us being in the States make us feel so payat! Yes, according to her and my mom, wala daw kami sa obese stage kapag nandun kami. In fact, we can shop clothes at Kids department! Now, who Filipino fat girl could not feel sexy/skinny/whatever about that?! Haha!

My sister Michelle, cousin Peewee and Tita Malou flew to Singapore today for a 4-day vacation. Nakakatuwa talaga mga pinsan ko, my cousin was just forced to come with them. Kung ako yan, in just a split second, aprub na agad ako no. Well anyway, they just called and have already arrived at their hotel. Thank God that they landed safely.

And oh! I knew this very long time na and this time ko lang naalaa sabihin. I might not be able to go online once I get in the States. Our homebase will be my aunt's home in LV and she doesn't have computer there. Eh duh, wala naman internet cafe sa Amerika I believe hindi uso yun dun. So if there will be a chance na we'll visit my aunt's real home in Colorado, then makakgamit ako. Pero after 3 weeks prolly. So I'll be in 3 weeks hiatus. Wenk.

Tss feeling ko naman ang daming nagbabasa nito e. Hahaha.

Hmmkay so much ranting.
Haha.

peace *lubbdubb.
kooks.

supposed to be *si but I'm lazy to edit it. RAR

It was a super sudden decision to cut my hair. Mom was just asking me this afternoon if I wanted to have something done for myself at the parlor. I asked her if I could dye-up my hair. But we're cost-cutting (due to the US trip) so she just offered a haircut. 

So okay, I haven't blog for days. Sue me or whatever but I just had days of renewal and reflection. I don't have the wit of telling you the full story and I really do not want to share it. Sorry! :D