I'm so pissed as in to the core. That freaking english research paper is getting my last nerve.

Since last year pa kami nagccanvas at nagbibigay ng topics kay miss. Puro rejected. O sige I mean it, the ones we submitted were stupid for college or thesis paper. Pero hello, we're not making the actual paper that would allow us to graduate. Practice pa lang di ba? Peste.

So anyway, that first week of January, me and my thesis partner, Ade, have finally came up with a topic which was accepted by our prof, street foods. So yun topic about that..the problem nalang. Tae ang dami na naming sinabi sa kanyang maganda may angal pa din. Nakakaiirita talaga.

Tae bigla akong tinamad magkwento sa sobrang inis.

Sometimes, relaxation is needed in the middle of something that keeps us busy.

That's me, listening to good & relaxing instrumentals, breaking away from the problems and heightened anxieties that I feel almost every day.

I'm thinking a lot of things these days and I guess that's the reason I'm having headaches from time to time. What I am thinking is not just the people around me but myself. They say change is the only constant thing in this world. But can it be prevented? I have observed lately that I am changing and I don't know what for. Is it for my own betterment or for others? It's just sucks when your confused. It breaks your focus on the things you need to focus on. It's hard to balance the things you have to do and those things you want to do. I'm scared of the outcome of almost everything. Sometimes I feel I'm on crack and I don't know to how relieve myself.

My god, I'm going random. There is no unity with what I am saying.

EMO-ish. I'm saying non-sense. I don't even know how this entry would end up.

Blah blah blah.

I guess it's going to end here?

Picture above is my diary/planner where all of the things I need to do are written. Blah. I just spent 8hrs in front of the pc finishing them all. Right, I'm about to finish 3. Hahaha. My golly. Baka bukas na ako mag-aral sa psych. Gising nalang ako maaga LOLS.

Something I want to share, yesterday Ate Steph talked to me about helping them make logo and design tarp and invitation for the college night. Here are the logos I made today. Hopefully isa sa kanila makapasok haha :)





I like the first one, napaka-retro. Dun sa last, I got the idea nung font kay Nadine(for her debut) and the concept was come from Ate Steph. Haha.

So till here people. Alam niyo yung madaming irrush? Footek.


webcamming with Ade while doing our Englishit RRL! xD


Heathcliff Andrew Ledger (April 4, 1979 – January 22, 2008)


May he rest in peace. :-)


Bye! xD

Wala lang. I just thought of making a website about my photography as soon as I get my dSLR. I want to have compilation of the projects I made. Portfolio nga kumbaga. Haha. I have in deviantART but I want to have my own domain. Carissagomez.com ba. Haha. Basta kung saan may mura. LOLS

I'll be having my first project in Alou's Wedding (my sister's amiga). I'll be taking pictures of her with her husband and make their invitations. Shveet. I'm so excited!! Sana may Feb na beybeh.

Last night I made a draft of Nadine's banner for her debut. I'm glad she liked it so is Mr. Paul Tan. Haha. I really feel happy whenever he drop commments on my deviantions because I feel like I am improving in some ways. Haha. Whatever. Anyway, here's the banner:


Instead of putting 'at' and 'being', I changed it to glamorously kasi the 2 words are SOOO OVERRATED!! Di ba? [name] at 18, [name] being 18, whatever. Haha. And to stick with the theme kasi something about being glam yung theme e. Haha.

Share ko lang...





Hahaha. TRUE PARE. haha :)

Guhhrabe dami ko pang gawain. Nakakatamaaaad. English nanaman bukas. EEEW.
(walang magrereklamo dahil dito ko lang nasasabi yan. LOLX)

Till here.
kookieburrrs

Hmmkay. Just before I do my school shits, let me blog first.

I don't know but sometimes I feel a little rebellious and I can't stop it. I mean, I hate it when people tell me what to do on simple things. It makes me feel like I can't do things on my own. I know I'm not yet fully grown-up but I there are things that I know how to deal with. I know my limitations. I'm on college now. I want to explore things, different things.

Like for example my mom. God knows how much I love her. I would stone myself to death to show her how much I am thankful for her and how much I appreciate her. But there are time that I get really pissed off when she nags me. Like last night, she's insisting that I paid more on our taxi bill which I did not. There are times that I can't get into my own pace because she tells me what to do. My older sister always command me to get this and that. Yes, I may be the youngest but I really feel disrespected whenever she ask me "kunin mo nga yun ganito..ganyan". Parang ako, what the hell? Am I your yaya? It sometimes really pisses me off na parang feeling ko para akong bata na inuuto. I accept favors but I don't grand commands just because your older. AAAAND, FAVOR IS DIFFERENT FROM INUUTO. I just want to emphasize. Arrgh.

Anyway on a lighter note:








Celine Soriano's debut last night was fuuuuun! :)


Sam, Steph, Jelai Mel and I went together via taxi. Buti nalang magaling si manong :-) We thought we we're late so dumaan kami ng Skyway(my mom doesn't know that) haha. Arrived there 7:30pm -ish. The venue was cute, there's a pool outside. Justice undersecretary Raul Gonzales was there because he was Celine's lolo. Celine's UST blockmates we're many pero mas marami high school. Hahaha. Then yun. I was part of the 18 shots. I can't remember I said basta sinabi yung tequila without lemon and salt talaga gumuhit sa lalamunan ko. :-) Then after the program, dance na. Then kwentuhan. We left the place 1am already dun ako sumakay kay Fred kasama iba pa. 2am na ako nakarating sa bahay kasi convoy kami kela Jayu tapos dumaan sila Baclaran. LOL.


OMG MY AUNT JUST CALLED YESTERDAY! MY dSLR is with her na! YIPEEEE. I can't wait till she arrives! YAYAYAYAYAY! :)

So that's it. I'll do my philo ASSignment lang :)


♥kookieburrr.

tinatamad na ako mag-school.

I mean, not really ayoko nang magschool pero ayoko lang yung ginagawa. Alam mo yung nakakatamad na.

I hate english. Freaking TERM PAPER nakakapikon.


Anyhoe, yesterday was freaky. Someone stole Bev's wallet and we easily found out who the klepto was. Stupid bitch. She thinks she can play with Bev with her fake efforts? Whatever. Baby bitch my ass. You didn't just take away P3k but the friendship as well.

You really don't know who your true friends are unless they show them up themselves.

Another school day tomorrow. WHATEVAAAH. XD

I didn't take a bath TODAY! HAHA
I know it's yuck. Who cares? I didn't leave the house anyway! HAHA

-kooks

So midterms is just over and it's time to party! Weee and yes, I just did. But before that, let me give you a recap about what was up with me in the last few days.

Monday - January 7

It was so fcuking funneh. I lost my freaking ID! So I was kinda freaked out because my midterms will the day after tomorrow and I need it for me to be able to take my tests! So there. While I was on shuttle on my way home, I was with Gel and I joked her about dropping by at Ruins for a while. She said imma "excitement ruiner" so we went there HAHA. But when we arrived in Mcdo I joked her again and told her to go Manresa instead to pick-up my yearbook. So she said it again, EXCITEMENT RUINER so we went there. Gel was doing her make-up at the trike. So laftrip. To make it funnier, when we arrived there--WALA NANG TAO. Haha. But nonetheless, I got my yearbook! So there. After that we went home. I first went to her house(it was sooo big haha) then she walked with me until our street. It was a great bonding session with Gel haha. I love her! :-)

Tuesday - January 8

I was kinda panicking because Ms. Lina didn't allow me to get temporary ID! She needed pa daw taht f*ing affidavit of loss kahit I promised to give on after midterms lang basta issuhan lang niya ako ng temp ID. But NO! Buti nalang we had freecut during our first class! Ms. Berenguer you're such a hero! So we grabbed my chance and my friends accompanied me in Makati Cinema Square to get that freaking affidavit. Voila! After few minutes, I got an affidavit! Weee. But that piece of paper costed me a hundred bucks! WTF no? RARA. Anyway so we didn't hurry ourselves going back for our school for the next class. We took merienda from McDo We even thought of skipping our next class but Cams is on her way to FA on that class so we attended it kahit we're late ;-) thanks BACCK for coming with me. Tons of love for you all :)

Wednesday - January 9

Crack day! Super whatev. Though I studied for my tests, I think I'm not gonna pass them. LOLS. Eh kasi naman puro essays and giving definitions ehh I did not memorize those. Just.. you know, keywords. Anyway, I was able to answer there but I'm not expecting a high score--for VAA lang a. Kasi I know for sure, I'm gonna fail my ENG. ARGGGH. APA my ass!! RARARA. So there. By 11:30am we were dismissed and I got home 1pm! SHIT. Si manong shuttle kasi inantay pa mapuno. RARA. But anyway, as soon as I got home, I reached for the bed and laid myself to sleep for an hour. By 3pm I was already reviewing my NATSCI handouts. After that I took a break and watched Jorel at RUSH TV. It was the last video of Doctor Red. The last video was so pure of TJ Valderama. I think it's a tribute or something. Anyway, Jorel was there! Haha. I resumed studying by 630 and studied retorika. FOR THE LOVE OF PETER SUPER DAMING MEMORIZE! RARA. Our prof likes to give enumeration in the tests so I prepared myself haha :) And then Psych--which I thought it would take me forever kasi super dami and haba! I didn't study the brain part because it makes me feel that I was studying for NATSCI1 again..YUCKKK! Haha. Landi ko putek. Haha so that's it. :-)

Thurday - January 10




My tests for this day were great except for Filipino! Well, not really. Eh kasi naman I didn't know that the answers should be in CAPITAL LETTERS kahit nabasa ko yung instructions. Ay nako tanga tanga. Haha. Anyway! By 2:30pm we're done. I didn't take a nap because... wala lang. Parang nasa kundisyon na ako mag-aral nun. So yun I studied first in Philo, read my handouts. After a while, I recieved a text from Steph inviting me to Ruins to see Rom for the last time before he go back to States. Well Rom was my elementary classmate and he migrated for the States after grad. I wasn't supposed to go since it's my midterms nga pero Jek was going to I went also since I haven't seen Rom for years and he'll be leaving the following day. So un. Rom is a big guy now. Dati I'm taller than him. Now, he's waaaay taller haha. So yun ikot Ruins to find something we can buy him. Then may nakita silang MOANING PEN! Haha laftrip. Bumili si Jeffrey! Loko. Haha. Then we went to Starbucks after I didn't buy anything because I was broke! Haha went home by 6:30pm. Dumeretso review ako sa philo. By 9pm tapos na ako then Theo naman pero tinamad ako. Nagreview ako ulit 11-ish pm na. I was really sleepy pero nagrreview pa rin ako kahit nakapikit. LOLS I did not finish reviewing for Histo because I got lazy. The next day I crammed! Super cramming! Hindi na ako kasi sanay e haha. UUUUUY FEEL! :-)

Friday - January 11





PhilHis mids muna. Nangawit kamay koooo. Essay pamatay tae. Pero ewan ko. I hope I did great on that. Then Philo.. it was kinda tricky but well, nasagutan ko naman except the last part! HULA BOY! haha. And then Theo and I sucked there. RARA. I hate essays. As in. I'd rather take objective types tests than essay. Well depende actually. If the questions are about yourself and your point of views, that would be ok. But discussing about other things--geeky things. NAHHH. So there. After mids, I went to sakayan agad because Diane and Steph were waiting for me in McDo. They're gonna get their yearbook kasi. Kulit while I was waiting for the shuttle mapuno, I was chismaxing with the barters. They know me already. Well hello?! Dapat lang. Sa araw-araw ba naman na ginawa ng Diyos, sa kanila akong sumasakay papuntang school no! Haha. So yun, manong was telling me that SMART is better than GLOBE when it comes to signals. Well I totally agree on that. GLOBE'S A CHEATER! Honestly, if my whole family is not using Globe, I'll switch to Smart tlaga. Unfair talaga e. UUUY nagdrama! So yun, I left Makati at 3pm, met up with Diane and Steph at Ruins. Nabagot sila e lols. We ate at Jolibee and gave them a treat. After jabee, we went to Manresa already. Lakas namin kay Sir Del! Haha. Yun, ikot-ikot. I saw a lot of people and teachers! Haha! Si Sir Mike may gift daw sa akin! YEEE kala ko joke lang :) Haha! Then by 5pm we left then sa bahay naman. We worked on Steph multiply layout. WHATTAFACE PICS OF DIANE HAHA. Then Julia came! Haha. She's so tan! Aussiebabe kasi. Haha. She was supposed to spend the night here but I told her wag nalang kasi babawi ako ng tulog and baka makatulugan ko siya and magiging sayang overnight niya. :-) But I took her home after buying gifts for Jes. UUY parang BF haha :) After I went home, I shut down my lappy, watched TV for a while and then tulog na haha.

Saturday - January 12








Hay nako super whatev. I woke up 11am already. I thought we're gonna have lunch outside pero binawi ni ate so we had Siomai fiesta for lunch. Naumay nga ako e LOLS. Then after that I locked myself inside my sister's room, turned my iPod on, placed my headphones and danced so hard. Yun parang tanga lang. haha. Well, I missed my pod! I didn't had a touch of it for 3 days so yun haha. I was supposed to work on Jes' AVP by 2pm pero tinamad ako. Started working on that 3pm already while watching an interesting movie starring Audrey Tatou. almost 6pm na ako nakaligo for Jes' debut. Alam niyo yung stressed? Haha. But anyway, I was able to fix myself naman. Blue eyeshow beybeh! Haha. By 7pm, my sister gave me a ride to 310. My friends were there already. Medyo na badtrip ako kasi I found out na hindi pala kailangan yung vid. RARARA. So yun, on the spot naging 18 treasures ako. Hah gulat ako e. So un. The party was great. There we're lots of Southville hotties! WOOOO. I miss co-ed tuloy haha! I was texting Meg earlier because her boylet was there bt U wasn't able to see him because I was shy to look the people. Haha. Anyway, while waiting for our turns to speak, we had mini photo shoot. I lurvvv my subjects! Haha. With matching white wine! LURVVV! Then yun. Dance after kaso I was shy. YEEEE. Haha. By 11:47pm I went home and Julia's ninang brought me home. THANKS TITA! :-)


So there. Whatta week no? Nakakapikon ba language ko? Nung una ang tino-tino pa e. Sabog na yung huli e haha. Feeling TAGLISH PA HAHA. Anyway, till here! mag 3am na e haha :)


DO or DIE GAME TOMORROW >> ASSUMPTION COLLEGE VS MIRIAM COLLEGE BASKETBALL! GO TITANS! WEEEE. =)

♥,
kooks

It's midnight and I am not doing anything.

Well, I need to work on something but..uh, lazy.

So I was browsing some submitted artworks in deviantART and I found this wonderful photograph taken by a photographer from United States and I got really fell in love with it. I was also amazed because the camera that was used was just a simple digital camera and yet the colors were emphasized well. Anyway, enough of the words. Here's the deviation:


Photograph by =LiveToCode

Di ba nice? Haha.

Anyway, I am soooo done with my VAA homework but I haven't finished Jes' avp for her debut. The party's gunna be on the 12th! Midterms before that. Ugh. I don't know. I guess I'll just rush that one on the night of 11th. But it's just sakto because I can party after the midsssss. YAAAY! Love it. And, I get to see my barkada! Yeeeeh. Jes is my highschool kabarkada so I guess many from KZ will come! Haha.

Tonight was the party for Rom(The Back and Buff Tour. Haha love it, Ria). He was my classmate during elementary and migrated in the US after our grad. Now he's back for a visit. I wanted to come at his party (@Ria's) but my mom didn't allow me because of what happened last reunion. Now the jokes on me! Haha. She told me that I am grounded the whole month and I thought she would forget about that! Haha. But I know she would allow me at Jes' because I will make her AVP! And as the one who created it, I hear feedbacks! LOLS. And it's a debut! She knows I should not miss it. Brat eh? Definitely I am! :)

Guuh, I'm hungry! But I need to lose weight so I'll sign off now and put my ass on my bed! Haha.
I'm going to sleep so I won't be tempted to eat! HAHA.

And besides, I need to wake up early tomorrow :)




Lotsa lovin! :)

I have a bonus of one day to fill this up with sensible things. LOLS

I am so in love with this. I bought this for only 250 Php from Go Nut Donuts!

I was right that Starbucks doesn't deserve my effort. HAHA! Anyway, I'm not rooting to complete the fucking 24 stickers just to get their stupid planner. I mean, you invested money to get that planner and all you got was sheets for recycled paper with light printed pictures? How much each frap/drink cost? Uh, just dumb.

Haha sorry for those who have one. I just think Starbucks is being unfair. Di ba? If you will see the past Sbux planners, GAAAD, they're way better. I had before and the best one was the 2006 ed. Promise. It has monthly coupons(extra shot, treat a friend!) and it had cute wordings at the beginning.

Haha, boring! Till here.

All my love.

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My helper went home from our village office with this!

There are sooooo many reasons why to love the SOUTH of Manila.

I love SOUTH and I'm proud that I reside here.

I was just happy when I saw this. I came to realize that people here are so united not only with thoughts that with the emotions as well. Publishing magazine about this area is such a brilliant idea.

Upon reading this issue, I discovered that there are a lot of known restos born here in BF Homes(which is sooo near to us). Like, if you guys are familiar with Brooklyn Pizza, it had its first store outside Tahanan Village inside BF Homes. S. Ex or what we call Sinangag Express, which is loved by all classes, started here along President's Avenue in BF Homes. How amazing isn't?

Many stars live here because the cities are very peaceful and quiet. Everything you need is just blocks away. Traffic jams happen oftentimes. Blah blah~

YOU JUST GOTTA LOVE THE SOUTH. <3

tata for now.
Carissa


ps: School resumes tomorrow. Clearance for midterms, totally sucks. I mean, midterms? EEEW. I hate midterms. Really.

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