Monday, December 31, 2007
This will be absolutely random!

Last saturday..








Was Availability's Reunion-slash-Kev's burtdee tiparr!

The venue was at Kev's. Many came but many also missed it. I unbelievably got tipsy that night! I took 7 or 8 shots of granma and the next thing I knew, my head is spinning! But it went away few mins after I drank coffee. The party was fun, reminisced the good 'ole days and had jampacked of laugh. Kev got short of coffee so we decided to drive away to Starbucks Santana Grove. Haha we stayed there and made lots of kwentos. By 1am, they brought me home but it was slow driving. Danix and Carlo were talking about their missing Pilot that they used during their COs days. It was really really funny. After that, they stayed for a while outside my house and had confessions. Crazy confessions! Haha. A definetely a night to remember! :)

Welcome, 2008! :)

Yeah, few hours from now and it'll be 2008! Yeeee. Year of the infinite I guess.. What? Haha labo mehn.

Last night I had nothing to do so I grabbed my new organizer and listed down few resolutions I must do in the upcoming year:

1. Be less jealous
-I don't really get jealous to people but when it comes to gadgets and some techie stuffs, ugh I get really, really jealous. Enough said haha.

2. Lose 20lbs before July
-Mom, my sisters and I had an arrangement that if I would lose the said weight before my birthday, they will give me a supah debut. I'll my fingers very crossed on this. Haha!

3. Focus more on school
-I'm not a party animal but I want to make it to the DL so I MUST study harder. :-)

4. Learn to sleep earlier
-I wake up 11am or so every God-given wednesday every week! Argh.

5. Be more explorer
-Not just travelling but bending the rules, I might add? LMAO.

6. Less sinner
-Don't expect me to be an angel but I'll try to be a good girl this year.

I guess that's it. If you have an idea which something I can add on, just leave a comment.


It's been a great year. Being great doesn't mean everything is very positive. But you know, I've learned a lot of lessons. Letting go can be my numbero uno. You perharps know why XD.

So cheers for the coming 2008! YEEEHA! :)

May you all have a great one! ;)
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Friday, December 28, 2007
At some point, I want to believe it was real.

But later on I realize, It was not.

You are being missed here, gay. XD





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watched She's The Man again for the Nth time. LOLX.
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Thursday, December 27, 2007
Ugh, its been days since I made a proper entry.

I'm so disappointed with myself these days. Like, if I would compare myself to the people in Big Brother's house, I would be Baron(except for the yosi & alcohol thing, di ako suki dun). I AM ONE FAT LAZY GIRL. My table's a mess, I eat a lot, I sleep and wake up very late, I don't do excercise(I don't visit fitness lately, ugh).

Plus the fact that I'm getting a little rebellious lately. I mean, I get pissed off whenever my mom tells me to put blankets before sleeping even if I don't feel cold yet. I know some of you will go against it and its wrong but I don't know. That's just the way I feel these days. Another example is yung kanina. My mom had a lot of goods on her way home and he missed called when she was in the village already. And my sister said.
O, labas na kayo. I was like, what?! are you demanding me?! Umangal talaga ako and I told her ang tanda tanda ko na ganyan niyo pa ako utusan. I really felt disrespected. She can ask naman in a nicer way di ba? And what pissed me off more was during nagbubuhat ako (dude, boxes siya ha ng mga water, juices. Mabigat sobra) is nakikita ko siya nanonood lang ng tv parang wala lang. Care for help naman di ba? You had the guts to demand me tapos you're not doing anything? E fuck nagkakalokohan yata tayo e. ARRGGH. GAAAD I'm so pissed!

If you think I'm being rebellious/brat or whatever, I don't care and there's nothing I can do about it.

On a lighter note:


Pergola is open! ...quite.

Was there with Peekaye and Cess. We had a "small" snack at Hotshots burger. Medyo nabusog ako pero ayos lang. There are few restos opened in Pergola but Pier One's not included(uuy, inaabangan). Mall pala siya I didn't realize. Akala ko parang Sangrove lang haha.

Then after that Peekaye and I went to ruins to buy herself shorts. I also looked a stall where I can trade my phone for a good price. Ang baba ng halaga ng phone ko. Maybe I'll just look at Goldcrest, they have bigger stalls for phones there.

Anyhoo till here.
Please pray for me. I'm kinda having a personality issues, I think.

Till then. :-)


PS: I miss thee jose. <3>
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Wednesday, December 26, 2007



Hope you had a blessed Christmas everyone!

Too lazy to blog haha. :)
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Monday, December 24, 2007



I lurbb my chikohletz family! <3

Cel's partey was stucked with FUN.
I lurrb it.

It was past six when I met up with Cam at McDo Sucat. We were picked up by Karla there and we went together to Ortigas along with other high school friends. It was so good to reunite with my crazy chicas! My Chikohletz family were almost complete!(ugh) but nonetheless it was really a memorable reunion. The food was sumptuous! (Terriyaki Chix = love)

The after party overnight was...CLEAN?! CLOROX! :)
Girls, I come CLEAN. :)
WHAT?

Somethings are not meant to be explained.



Swimming in the morning, with Cam, Pam and Alex.
It was good to catch up with Alex. I haven't talked to her since forever. Haha.

So till here.
Spread the love, people!
Christmas can now be counted in HOURS! :)

Giving, not recieving. ;)

God bless us.




PS:

Duchess had a major haircut yesterday! Haha she doesn't look like a Shih Tzu, a CHUHUAHUA! :)
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Friday, December 21, 2007
Nah, I don't believe in badluck. I believe in the overrated saying: Everything happens for a reason. Now that is one good point.

It's just circumstances make us believe that there is.

Anyway, strike of luck or whatever you may call it but things get a little negative on me this month. Just last December 14, I lose one of my precious gifts, my first dog, Oatmeal. You know, losing and moving on for a dog loss is way different than losing friend. I mean, I'm not comparing which is more painful but it's just different. Both are incomparable and can be felt in different ways. Losing a dog changes your everyday routine. Like, whenever I get home from school, I usually have two dogs who happily runs to me, welcoming me home and getting all the stress that I got from school. Now, I have one left. Every morning I used to see my dogs sitting behind each other sleeping or nagging each other. Now Duchess has no one to nag to. Every time I have bread on my hand, there were 2 dogs jumping on me asking for a piece. Now, it's just Duchess. Ever night, I wait for my two dogs to sleep before I go to sleep. Now I only have one to wait to sleep.

It's just you know.. it changes your everyday routine. And now I'm crying again. It's been 4 days since the last time I cried for my Oatmeal. It's really hard. First dog is really hard to lose.


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Yesterday I went to Trinoma with my college barkada. I'll never go back there as what I've promise to my blog post in multiply. My wallet got snatched in The Gift Factory inside Trinoma. Freak, yeah freak. I just lose my alumni card(so is Cel's, I haven't told her), Fitness First ID, Laking National ID, Rosary Card and my ATM CARD which made my mom really mad. Okay I was stupid I took my ATM with me without her consent and made withdrawal for a little amount. I did that because I don't to ask mom for money anymore. I mean..look, I asked her for money to buy gifts for my high school friends and my college barkada lend that day for our gimmick. So I decided to have get money from my ATM since it's my money. But still, my fault. I should've asked her because we had an agreement before getting myself a bank account. And as a punishment, my mom won't get me a new ATM card(just passbook) and I'M BROKE.

I am super BROKE. My freaking mandurukot took my P800. UGH yeah that's big money and you're probably cursing me. Now I've learned my lesson and I'll never go back there. Glorietta will always be my favorite, my third home. Nothing else.

Damn. Christmas broke.

But no! This'll never ruin my Christmas 2007. I promise you that.

Good thing my sister was in Glorietta yesterday celebrating her birthday. WEEEE happy 26th Ate Pangstuuhh.:)

She bought gifts for me, mom and Ate Mitch. We were with Ate Conz. Heehee :)

Till here.
I'll arrange my affidavit of loss for my Fitness ID.

FREAAAAAAK.
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Monday, December 17, 2007

Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.

When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.

They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.

You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together…






Gaaaad, this is so hard. :(
I saw this on the internet and reading this beautiful poem actually made me really feel better.
Just this morning, I had LSS(last song syndrome) on the song, Through The Years and it really made sad. This song was being played at the shuttle the moment I recieved the text from the vet that Oatmeal wasn't able to make it.

My sister's friend(who experienced the same thing before but her dog was hit by a car) sent a beautiful text to me sister saying:

Take care ha? Sa buddhism nga sabi pagmabait yung aso magiging tao na siya in next life. Isipin mo na lang naigng masaya kayo sa kanya and I'm sure nagpapasalamat din siya sa inyo for showing love and taking good care of him. Very sensitive ang aso, he knows how to say goodbye in way na hindi masyado masakit. Kaya wag ka na masyadong malungkot.

I loved the statement that are in bold especially those that are underlined. Grabe it's true. It would be more painful for me if he died here in our house. Buti nalang sa clinic nung vet niya.

It feels good when some of my high school friends(he's very popular in my batch) tell me that they like Oatmeal because he looks so maamo, sweet and doesn't growl. Which is true naman talaga. I never had a major problem with him regarding his behavior. Except when he's playing with frogs. Yun lang.

GAAAD I MISS HIM SO BADLY THAT I JUST WANT TO TURN BACK TIME AND HUG HIM SO TIGHT! :(



He was not just a dog.
He was a brother/son/friend/teddy bear/comforter/angel
for us.
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Sunday, December 16, 2007


Being in a mag doesn't matter.

Money will soon be gone.

I still have 3 years to earn awards.

I can still hear music using my discman.



All I want is my dog. My first dog. The one that dad gave to me before he left.

I want my Oatmeal. I want my angel. I want my baby.



I miss you Oatmeal. I'd rather have you at my side than receiving any of these. :((
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Thursday, December 13, 2007
Peekaye and I are okay na. Haha. We talked last tuesday night and it went well naman. Misunderstanding lang talaga and eklavooo. Blah~ don't want to elaborate anymore. Tamad me! (Lols)

Anyway, this week is super whatev. Malapit na kasi yung Christmas vacay. Kahapon(wednesday) wala akong class like the usual. I don't know talagang tamad ako at nanuod lang ako ng chick flicks, She's The Man, Cinderella Story and Just My Luck. Mga past 3pm na yata ako natapos. Then after that nag-internet ako hanggang 10pm? Alam niyo yung buhay baboy? Haha ako yun e. :P

Hay nako lalong whatever yung kanina. Yung tipong nag recitation lang kami sa Psych(uy, nakachamba ako dun haha), freecut nung English kasi namatay yung brother ni Ms. Ming(May he rest in peace). So 2-hr break bago mag play. Tae grabe nagka dysmonorhea ako! Super sakit kaya hindi ko napanood yung BROADWAY 1 badtrip! Natulog kasi ako e. PWEEEET.

Then yun quiz sa Philo.

Hahaha. WHATEVER. haha :)

bukas may stargazing kami sa UP-D. For some strange reasons pinayagan ako ni mami haha. Akala niya siguro sa UP-HR kami pupunta haha.

Babayooo.
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Saturday, December 8, 2007
it's not about getting the prize and the title.

it's about giving CREDITS.

if you can't do such, then..


MAKE YOUR CREATIVE SIDE WORK.


fucking shit.

Show them what you got. WITH YOUR OWN STYLE, my dear.

nakakapikon talaga. AAAAARRGGGGHHH!!!
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Tuesday, December 4, 2007



Yesterday was the opening of our batchweek having the title: FRESHtivities. And as an opening ceremony, the Assumption Student Council gave awards to the BIDAs(Bibo. Da Best Aktibo!). Each block chose a representative and yes, from our block I was the one chosen. There was also a requirement that this person should not have any grade lower than 2.7 during the first sem and must have have GPA not lower than 2.0. Hayuuuup akalain mong nakapasok ako! :-)

I was really honored by this and I would like to thank my blockmates, ASC, family, friends and most of all, GOD. (Hayuuup feel na feel ko e)

Pero honestly, I feel so happy talaga. I never imagined na makakrecieve ako ng mga ganito. Nung highschool pasingit singit lang ako sa mga eklavu ng school para maging active ako. Dito may certificate pa. Wooohooo.

I owe you GOD, BIG TIME!!! :-)




Happy birthday ADEEEE!!!
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Sunday, December 2, 2007
Ookay this 3-day weekend was a blast mahn.

First off, let me tell you something about the coup de etat that occured in Makati.

Well, I personally think that Mr. Trillanes doesn't know how to make diskarte. Running away from a hearing about your case is not good sign of being a good leader. Yes, a leader should stand up for what he/she believes in but MUST BE A GOOD ROLE MODEL TO HIS SUBORDINATES. I think the way he expresses his angst against the president is like a kid. We all know that most kid/teenager is turning to be rebellious when they can't get the things they want. Isn't Mr. Trillanes does the same thing.

Ugh cut the crap.

Anyway, the student didn't panicked because of the attempt, but because the Religious of the Assumption nuns will keep us inside the school until the thing about Trillanes is over. Yup, it means that there was a possiblity that we will spend the night in school. I think most of the student have plans for the long weekend that's why. Haha. Well, honestly, me too. It's not that I don't want to spend the night there(may free food pa nga e) pero gusto lang talagang umuwi! My iPod's power was less than a half and so is my phone. And I don't have extra clothes! Wenk! Haha.

By 5am, we we're brought home by Peekaye's dad. Well, not exactly. Her dad gave us a treat at Big Apple Pizza in Pasong Tamo. The whole thing was funny. We we're really in aghast when we saw big police and army tanks while passing Edsa and then after that, Peekaye's dad was asking us to look for the nearest Big Apple Pizza branch there. We were like, "uh, what po tito?" Hahaha. Anyway the pizza was OH SO GOOOOOD! Thank heavens they got a branch here in BF! Yeeey.

We were so stucked in traffic so I got home around 8:30pm-ish. :)

Friday was really..uh.. nothing. I just the block video presentation for our batchweek. I got the idea for the backgrnd music from one of KevJumba's video. =)

Yesterday was fun even though I lack of sleep. Mga 4hrs lang? I was trying to finish our video kaso hindi. May thing kasi kami for YCPA the next morning.

So yun na that morning I went to school. I woke up around 6:45am and rushed for school mga 7:15am. Holaaa ang bilis! Haha I was kind of panicking because our call time was 8am. Pheeew. I arrived there before 8! They Chrissa & others joked me telling me that we were late and they left already. Parang ako, HUWATTHE? So yun joke nga e.

So we went to San Juan Nepumuceno School(adopted school of Assumption) in Malibay, Pasay and met this hot youngster. Yes, HOT and he's only 11. I know, PEDOPHILIA! But hell, he's so cute & mestizo. Most of us were drooling over him hahaha. Crazy. By the way, his name is Roberto and he really has a talent in drawing.





Anyway, we went there to facilitate the school's art contest. Whoever's piece win, he/she will have price and I think it's gonna be posted at our school mag. WEE.

After that, Chrissa, May, Chia, Bea & I went to Glo and had lunch at Burger King. Chismaxan and everything. French fries dipped in vanilla ice cream is LOOOVE. Haha :) After that, Chrissa went home then the rest of us went to W Grill to...well.. CHILL. :) May ordered a pitcher of wengweng, a shot of tequila & fundador. Pero hindi namin inubos yung fundador haha no chaser e. And hello! Tanghali yun para kaming tange naglalasing ng may araw! Haha actually, first time ko lang uminom ng tanghali eh hahaha.

Actually din kaya hindi rin ako gaano uminom kasi my cousins and I had to go to Global Fun Carnival. Umuwi ako ng 3pm then 5pm we left to fetch up Ate Toni. It took us an hour to get in to their house na 15minute drive lang from us. WTF di ba? Tsk. So yun we arrived at MOA mga 7:30pm then dinner at El Polo Loco kasi less ang tao. Then 9 am pumila na kami to buy tix.

Roller coaster > Europa Rad > Bumper Cars > Merry Go round.

Went home 3am na.

Bigla akong tinamad magblog. haha.
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