Too late for a birthday post. Hahaha.

I'm pretty sad these day and I'm quite sure that no one knows this. I'm such a bad-ass clown in school but this is just a way of comforting myself from what is happening to me.

I am NOT REALLY HAPPY WITH MY GRADES.

They say I am one of the brightest in the class. There are things which is not-so-like-me during high school cause believe it or not, I am just an average student during highschool. It was easy for me to make-up for my low grades cause the recitation, quizzes and assignments cover almost 70% of your final grade.

But in college, NO!

No matter how high your scores in the three criterias, you cannot recieve a very high grades in your final grade if your midterms/finals are failing.

For example in my Theo1. My prof showed me my scores. My assignments, quizzes & recitations are all 92% and above. I got a low grade in my midterms, hayun ang baba tae.

If I should've REALIZED this earlier, I should be having super high scores and I could possibly make it to the Dean's List.

Right now, I am just targeting to pass all of my classes. If I'd make it to the DL, that'd be better.

Oh Lord help me. I still want to reach my dream.:(

My birthday is coming up and I have tons of wishes! Some are tangible some are not. But nonetheless, I am very much contented with my life. I have my girls(mom, Ate Kris & Ate Mitch), my dad that although he's in heaven already always looking after me. Fun & down to earth relatives, supah great friends(highschool & college) who accepted me for who I am. Loving advisers who turned to be my friends(Sir Mike, Ms. Goitia, Ms. Revie, Sir Ian, Ms. Ella, etc) who guides me even though I am now a Manresan alumni. And to top it all, I HAVE GOD in my heart.


Pero I still have material wishes eh :P Hindi naman mawawala yun. Hindi ko naman siya gustong makuha. Wish pa lang.

450 Series / Sahora + ICT Cases
My sister got one and I think she bought it for P3700+ super expensive pero duuuude ang ganda! Shock proof sa laptop and hindi obvious na laptop dala mo kapag bitbit mo siya. :)

Ano pa ba? Later na. Papunta na si Bea eh hahaha

Hay buhay.. BASTA..

It's a very touching fact that me and some guy high school friends still have communication although there are conflicts with our schedules. It doesn't make me feel bad that I am in an all-girls' college :)

Here are some boys na until now, palaging may contact pa rin. :)

Carlo V! This guy have always brought me happiness especially laughter! We always talk over the y!m and exchange thoughts about college and reminisce high school. Actually last night(or this morning, around 2am) we're still chatting and the reason he was online is he doesn't have load! Hahaha. Carlo is always present in tipar-s(parties, as we call it) having karaoke as his favorite part. He is a civil engineering student at De La Salle University! Oye! Matinik sa math yan.

Philip V.We are friends for 5 years and I think we became close when we we're still in second year highschool. Like Carlo, we always chat over the Y!m and talk about his latest tsiks! Philip likes Paramore a lot especially Hayley Williams(head over heels kamo). Hahaha. Actually last friday, we were chatting the whole day and siguro he ran out of things to talk about kaya puro kwento siya about Ms. Williams. This guy is also my fellow rock-lover and is in a band! He is an Music Producion major at De La Salle-College of Saint Benield. Basta when it comes to music, alam niya yan ;)

Jayo N. Haha don't be fooled by this pose because he's not GAY! He just love making funny poses infront of the camera. Basta ka-laugtripan tska whattafaces, katawanan ko si Jayu. Hindi nga natulog yan kagabi e hanggang ngayon gising pa si loko. I helped him with his project and made Rizal-themed background. I'm glad he liked it. Palagi rin present tong lokong to sa mga tipar. He's rich pero jologs yan! Mahilig sa mga mapangang salita like, BUWENDIA(buendia), PAMILE(family), etc. Haha gusto din daw niyang SUV yun sa Anfra Motors yung ginagamit ng PLDT at Meralco. Hahahaha. Jayo is taking up Business Administration major in Computer Applications in De La Salle-College of St. Benield. SupeRRRR yan sa kompyuter kala niyo.

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Other side..

My mom and my sister were cleaning up some papers at our sala last night and my mom gave me this. Sobrang nagkapareho nga! Galing eh.

Your First Name of: Carissa

• Your name Carissa contributes sensitive, creative and idealistic qualities to your nature could be expressed in a variety of literary or artisitic fields. CHECK!


• You desire harmony and refinement in your environment and in all your personal associations CHECK! uu pramis!


• Although mentally quick and intuitive in recognizing the thoughts and feelings of others, you experience a lack of fluency in verbal expression in responding. CHECK! SoOOoOoo TRUE!


• Although the name Carissa creates the urge to understand others, we stress that it limits self-expression and self-confidence causing moods. Hmm~~ medyo.


• This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in fluid systems, heart, lungs and bronchial area.

Haha wala share lang.

OMG last night alam niyo ba(talagang kwento e no, may pa OMG pa haha) I did my humanities homework. Naka-indian seat ako. Proud pa ako nung pinakita ko sa mom ko yung artwork ko. Nung tumayo ako, paglingon ko, may patay na daga na naka-splat. Waw tanx man! Shit nga e napalinis pa ako. GRRR. Anyway, share ko nalang yung super gawa ko kagabi:

Hehe yun lang. Babay!

Since, I don't have anything to share since my saturday isn't super & unproductive(kain-labas-tulog lang ako), I'll just share these funny & sort of inspiring test messages I recieved :)

From cess:

Judge: Hinawakan mo ba ang boobs ng babae ito?
Accused ngongo: Hini po.. hini po..
Judge: Tarantado! Hinipo 0 hinawakan pareho lang yun!

From Noeie:

Sinong gusto sumama! Lilipad ako mamaya!
-bubong

From Mae:

Dito sa amin lagpas ulo na tubig!
-isda

From my sister

Dear tatay at nanay,

Bakit niyo binenta ang kalabaw e akin naman yun! Galit talaga ako! Mula ngayon hindi niyo na ako anak!!

Ur friend,
Boyet

Grabe, amag na amag na sa inbox ko yung text na yan ng kapatid ko haha. Pero hindi ko madelete kasi forever benta sa akin niyan haha.


Sige work na ako. Hahaha. :)

3 days of no classes = WOW.

Though I feel like going to class these days. I don't know why. Well, anyhoo.

I just spent the last 3days in front of the pc doing friendster, multiply, YM-ing and editing pictures for deviantART. Well, I'm feeling kinda devious lately and the weather gives me a cool feeling. Here are some deviations that I uploaded:









*for bigger pictures, please visit http://kooksgallery.deviantart.com/


And for the last 3 days, I was just chatting with some friends especially Philip. Lol. Oo grabe ang daldal na nung loko na yun at chick boy na hahahaha. Last night naman super textmate ako. Ewan ko ganun pala feeling ng may katext(siyempre yung kakilala mo). Medyo nakaka-adik pero hindi pa rin ako adik. Hahaha. Actually it was almost 11:30pm already and I haven't recieved the announcement yet from PAGASA so nawalan na ako ng pag-asa at inis so tinulugan ko na sila. Nagchain pa ako sa Mabagsik, sabi ko pa:

"*quote*


Yown. Teka ang tagal ng announcement kung may pasok bukas
matutulog na ako. Goodnight! I miss and love you all!"

Haha tapos nung pagkapikit ko, maya-maya nagtext si Cess:

"WAHOOO!!! WALANG PASOK BUKAS!!! NAPAAGA SEMBREAK! YAHOOW! THANKS EMING!"

Oh yes, medyo natuwa ako kasi hindi ako nakapag-aral sa socio(lintik na yan long quiz nanaman). Nasa ibang kalawakan yata itong si Cess at ang bagyo nila doon si Eming. Excuse me Cess, it's EGAY! Tapos sa sobrang tuwa ko, nagchain ako sa barkada ko at sa Mabagsik:

"Hoy! Walang pasok bukas! Magsibangon kayo sa mga lunggaan niyo!"

Hayun naging textmates ko sila Carlo & Amanae. Nakatulugan ko na nga e. :P

Nabuhay ulit yung desktop computer namin ng ilang oras. Kumuha kasi ako ng pictures na pwede kong iupload sa multiply eh. Akala ko nga hindi na gagana eh hahaha.

So till here, sarap magmuni-muni habang umiinom ng kape! Gosh, I laaab kape! Try niyo sarap :)


all my lovin beybeh!

I so miss him already. :(

My mom is sooo weird. She's acting like I didn't lose a P9k item. She's forcing me to buy a new one using my dollars since Circuit City is selling iPod Videos for $200. Mom? You should be the one who's teaching me to save money! Hahahaha. But honestly, I don't have any plans of buying a new one. I think God destined my iPod to get lost because I'm having so many things for myself. Like this laptop that mom bought for me and my sister the other week, new printer, 1GB USB, etc. Plus, my other sister has her own laptop. We're having so many gadgets I think we have to be contented with what we have. Pero, I feel so sad so for it. Sana talaga makita ko pa siya. Please God? Give me another chance to take care of him :(

So I made a new skin! Lurve it beybeh. It's black & pink!

Sige na goli na ako. Long quiz bukas sa socio! Shet pare tinatamad pa aker mag-aral...

All my lovin.

Yesterday was our AC vigil. It was fun though super disapointing coz I MISPLACED MY iPOD!!! Nakakaburat sobra. What's even worse, I don't have a single idea where the hell did I left it. I was crying over the phone while telling it to my mom. I felt super guilty. If I used my money buying that, it would be okay. But my mom bought me that without any purpose! Huhuhu. I feel so irresponsible! It's not the thing that I am disappointed about, it's my negligence! HUHUHUHUHU.

Buti nalang mom didn't get angry at me. Mahn, that even made me more guilty! So it means I have to make it up on her even she's not asking me to.

Anyway! About the vigil, it was quite boring. I was with Nadine the whole time and we were just eating and tambay! LOL. We watched METTA and gosh, I LOVE IT!! It made me feel proud for being an ASSUMPTIONIST!! The whole play was beautiful! Assupmtionists are blessed with soooo much talent! Galing! 2 thumbs up! :)

I went home around 11pm and I brought home by Nadine's parents(thank you po!). Surprisingly, I thought I was the last one to arrive. My sister came home around 12am from a party? Aba..

Anyhoo till here. I need to sleep and I want to sleep na rin.

I miss my iPod. :(

Hoorah.
Midterms = over.
Amen to that. :)

AC vigil tomorrow.
Bye.





Final note:

I love Diane. I miss her a lot!

Apparently, our midterms isn't over due to some circumstances. We had no classes last wednesday and thursday because of the heaavy rains. The test resumed last friday and followed the same schedule while the wed sched was today and the thurs sched will be on monday.

The tests today were....bloody. Taena essays tapos english pa e. Sino ba naman hindi duduguin?

Today is Fleur's debut! Yey 18 na si Pop! After today's test I rushed home to I can prepare. Me and my sister were riding at the same van going home but seated separately. Nauna kasi umuwi yung gaga coz she went to her office pa. :)

debut pics are up at my multiply so check them out: http://carissagomez.multiply.com/

till here. Damn im so tired sleepei!

Midterms daw? Akalain mo parang hindi dahil sa nangyari kanina.

Okay so we had our midterms in PE. It's quite easy but it doesn't mean that I'll get a high grade. But I'm a little confident that I'll pass that one. >>Then english. We had quiz then after that free time. So I maximed the time and reviewed for my graded recitation in Sociology.

Pheew, so sociology. I was not that nervous since Ms. Jinky told us that we don't have to memorize the terms.. just need to understand the book very well. So okay. Pero kamusta naman...AKO UNANG TINAWAG. Wahahaha. We were asked to choose a number for the question. I chose 37 and buti nalang madali yung question. I was not able to express my ideas very well pero I think I did good. Then miss told us, after we have recited, we're FREE! So free-cut na ako! 11pm-2pm I was at caf doing our boardgame for natsci. Buti natapos ko. Tapos 2pm I went to my next class which is AVP. So yun, sabi ni Ms. Bu if we are already done with our projects, we can leave na. E tapos na ako. OKAY FREE CUT AGAIINN!!

Kring & Adeng were already finished ko plano nila mag Glorietta. They invited me pero I hesitated kasi susuduin ako ni Ate ng 6 sa school e tinatamad na ako bumalik pa. So nauna na sila. I went to lib, listened to my iPod and tinignan yung past Regina. I got soooo bored that when I looked at my watch it's only 3:15pm!! So nainis ako and I thought na hindi ako tatagal ng 3hrs ng ganun. So nagpunta ako ng Glorietta and met up Kring & Adeng. Mga 5pm I talked to my sister if she could pick me up at Glorietta instead sa school. Buti nalang pumayag kasi nakakatamad kaya lakarin from glo to AC! Then yun, 6:30pm sinundo ako ni Ate sa Oakwood then to mom's office tas uwi.

Nakauwi ako ng 8pm? Wenk. Midterms pala ha...

Till here. Have to sleep earleh! ;p

love,
~kooks

Ookay so I woke up 7am -ish because my mom and my sister were so ingay. I had breakfast and called up Peekaye to ask her what time should I be there for our NSTP interview. I was sort of excited and nervous cause were goin to interview Jeremy Marquez. Yeah, Alessandra de Rossi's hot ex boyF! He's our current barangay kap! O di ba? hahaha.

By 9am my best friend texted me that she wanted to drop by at my house coz she's going to Bern's since it just few blocks away. Around 9:30am she arrived! I was super happy cause I missed that freaking beeyotch hahaha. We talked and talked hanggang makarating kami sa bahay ni Bern. Hinatid ko yung gaga. Then after that from Bern's house I walked till 7-eleven BF! Woah pare ang layo. Then nagtrike na ako kasi nagtext si Peekaye kailangan nandun na ako. So I was really really nervous na hahaha.

So dumating ako wala pa si Peekaye. My momma called and had a small sermon cause I left home without telling my yaya. No, actually hindi niya narinig na paalis na ako so naiwan naka-unlock yung doors. Bad me. Daldal kasi namin ni Jessica paalis e hahaha hindi ko napansin. After few moments dumating na si Peekaye. We had this smile na only both of us understood. Hahaha. Una, dinala kami sa isang office.. tinawagan ng babae si "Jerry" daw. Nickname! Then after that dinala kami sa isang room kung saan magaganap ang kahindik-hindik na interview. We were laughing the whole time were waiting...siyempre kinilig pa. Wahaha

Few moments later... bumukas ang pinto... heart beat ko lumakas..

si MANONG JERRY YUNG DUMATING.

Yeah.. si Jerry.. ibang Jerry. Not the young & hot one. He was out daw. For taping siguro or busy flirting with some girls. Hahaha kidding. Pero ayos naman. He talked about fire prevention tralala..basta Fire kasi yun ang dept niya. Then few minutes later.. may dumating. Si Paolo Marquez, Joey's other son. He's good cause he was able to satisfy what we need for our NSTP. Haha :) Medyo geeky nga lang but really friendly.

Left barangay around 12nn. Derecho McDo para makasakay na ng FX. I had to go to Assumption to finish my req's for midterms and to get my ID. Arrived Makati mga 12+ so tumambay muna ako GB3 and glo kasi break pa nila. I had my lunch @ Oody's. I WILL NEVER EVER EAT THERE AGAIN! I ordered bagoong rice..lasang putok! Wahaha and I had Thai ice tea as my drink...EEEW pare. Then nung kinuha ko na yung bill ko ang tagal pa. Basta hindi na ako babalik dun ever!

I arrived at AC mga 1:30pm. Siyempre nilakad ko lang walang shuttle e. I was really disappointed pagdating ko kasi sarado AC office 2pm pa daw bukas. By 2pm sarado pa rin. E naasar ako buti nalang nakapost number ng senior officers so tinext ko sila. Tas nakita ko si Angel kumakatok sa ASC. Buti pumunta kami ACPC ofc nakita namin si Ate Maj. Nakapagbayad ako. I got my clearance and ID. Basta tapos ko na lahat.

Sorry, bigla akong tinamadmagkwento! ;p

My day ended with this:

Sabi ko na nga ba Macy may HD ka sa akin eh haha:)

Tata!

Taena tuyot na utak ko kakaaral.

Hindi ko na siya maintindihan.

=(

Dapat nag-aaral na ako for my Fil1, Natsci1 and Math1 long quiz tomorrow.

I'm done with my Natsci1

Half-way sa Fil1..

Math1... taena sabaw na ako.